Saturday, March 28, 2015

This is a 1st... What do I say?!

I have been told to blog. Why I still don't quite know but maybe someone will tell me. Probably therapeutic, a great way to vent and even just share my incredible crazy life. It's probably normal but feels insane to me!
I have a million things to say and no clue how to put them on here without sounding like I need to be admitted! We have so many things going on in our lives I honestly can't even tell you when the last time I spoke to my husband in the daylight not in our bed!
 I thought I could become a working mother after staying home for 7 years. Haha, Nope! I suck at this 2+ years later and I still can't get my shit together. I had a clean house fairly happy kids and happy husband. Well... That has gone to hell in a hand basket. So now I thought that I should on top of all of this lazy craziness I decided to become a "designer" for Origami Owl. Nope I suck at that too! I love the products and have spent all of our money that is our extra (reason I went to work). Oh wait it gets better! I also started "distributing" Essential oils.. Ok so I want to be a distributor but somehow don't know if I am truly and clinically insane! Oh how I love the oils! Oh how my husband bitches about them. Oh, he doesn't have the slightest clue what they cost either... So far my oils have put me to sleep, stopped my major panic attacks as soon as I get out of my car-anywhere- and helped the kids with their allergies. Oh and my back pain because I am now lazy as hell.
Anyway, I wanted to start this off inspirational and now sound like a whiner.

Good night. I will tell you all more about myself another day. I just rubbed peace and calming all over my little lady and now I'm just a little too relaxed to finish this.

Peace!!